I dedicate this year to...

The year 2006 is a different year for me.It started with a desultoriness state of mind with regard to my plans.It passed monotonically without major changes in life.Towards the end I had a change of my job ...and ended with a partially decisive state of mind,decisive about the plans for the next year.Altogether this is just another year for me in my life.When I look back at this year I don't remember of any events or milestones.I only remember of the thought processes at various situations I had experienced.I remember only them because they were all around what I hoped to happen .It never happened.I would like to dedicate my this year to my hope I had this year.When you dedicate something to somebody it shows your alll (respect/affection) to that something.

This coming year 2007 going to be the year of 'Work'.I take here the resolve 'to make effective use of my brain/mind and body to work'.At the end of the year If I could fulfill my resolve,I will dedicate the year to myself.It will only show my respect to myself.I would like to respect myself.

Murphy's law

I had got my LL(Learner's license) for bike and car driving almost a year back(Feb 2005).Since then I had been postponing my DL (driving license) test for various reasons.I had to even renew my LL after its expiry after 6 months.Though I postponed my DL test for other reasons,the real reason was ...that ..,I was not confident enough that I can pass 'car driving test'.Everybody used to advice me that If I had applied for DL at my native place (Anantapur,AP)I would have easily got it without taking any serious tests.But I was not ready to give up my resolve to get my DL in Bangalore.

Though I had the resolve to pass DL , I did not have enough practice of car driving.I always felt I was not yet ready for test.When you think that something can go wrong...it is definitely going to go wrong.This what Murphy's law says..
At last I had decided to take test last wednesday.I took the test with Murphy's law lurking somewhere in some part of brain intermittently.The real test was not that difficult.I could manage to pass the test.At last I had the satisfaction of defying the Murphy's law.That day was moment of joy for me.

My laptop is nomore working

My laptop's warranty period expired a month ago.Just a week after that ,it stopped booting.I took it to HP service center and it was diagnosed to be problem with mother board.Mother board replacement would cost me Rs.20000.After much deliberation for about 3 weeks,I have chosen not to go for this costly repair.That means the most probable end of my Compaq Presario 2100 laptop that was with me for all last 3 yrs.
My laptop is as old as my time here at bangalore.Except for a couple of times it was working fine all these days. Though it is a lifeless gadget,it was an integral part of my life.I made heavy use of it in almost all the three semesters of iiitb.These days I was using it mostly listening to songs.I did not listen to my favourite songs for about a month.I really miss them.I am sure it will take some time for me to make adjustments to my life without laptop.

It is conscious attempt to experience life a bit better.

I feel that time is just passing by.Just passing by sometimes swiftly and sometimes slowly(we all feel it so at times).But the fact is that we are aging.when I try to recollect what has happened some time back (days/months/years)I hardly remember anything.Ofcourse I remember only unforgettable moments.some moments are so bitter and some are exciting and we wish the good things to recur.I feel life all about such moments (good are bad).I wish to record them here as and when I experience them.I also wish write about past and future .I also wish write about life,philosophy,issues,ideas which I ever I feel to note them here.
This collection should grow organically and should become good set of my thought processes. After sometime this collection reflects how I am living .how I was living? and how I am going to live in future.If I keep looking at it regularly probably there would be change in the way I am experiencing my life from how I am experiencing it some time before .I think it is one way to make conscious attempts to experince life better. This just my beginning in this effort