Focus of theMonth- October 2008

This month I could maintain the log properly as I was travelling and busy with different things( not an excuse). I will try to put some of the details I remember.

-->On October 4 th I started from Bangalore to Mumbai,reached Mumbai on 5th morning 6AM.

I have joined Kullai Reddy mama, Dad and Mom there at Mumbai .

--> Started at 6h night to return TDP,reached TDP on 7th evening.

-->I attended Seenu's marriage along with Santhi at Madanapalli

-->We again had to revisit the TMH on 13th October

-->Came back to Hyd for treatment at Indo American Hospital on 15th October

-->from October 10th -19th I was with parents

-->In the ensuing weeks I worked at office to close all the APARs

-->I went home on October 25th and watched a movie 'Kotha Bangarulokam ' on 26th

-->on 29th parents went to hyd for second cycle of Chemo

Altogether It is a month of emotions

మై హార్ట్ ఈస్ బీటింగ్ అదొలా తెలుసుకోవా ఆది

మై హార్ట్ ఈస్ బీటింగ్ అదొలా తెలుసుకోవా ఆది
ఎన్నాల్ళీ వెయిటింగ్ అనెల తరుము తోంది మది
పెదవిపై పలకవె మనసులో ఉన్న సంగతి
కనులలో వెతికితే దొరుకుతుంది
టీ స్పూన్ టన్ను బరువు అవుతుందంతే
ఫూల్ మూన్ నన్ను ఉడికిస్తుందే
క్లౌడ్ నైన్ కాళ్ళ కిందికొచ్చిందే
లాండ్ మైన్ గుండెలో పేలిండే
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పెను తుఫాను ఏదైనా మెరుపు దాడి చేసిందా
కునుకు లేని మైకాన మదిని ముంచి పోయిందా
ఊరకనే పెరగదుగ ఊపిరి సలపని భారమిల
నీ ఉనికే ఉన్నదిగా నాలో నిలువెల్ల
తలపులలో జొరబడుతూ గజిబిజీగా చెలరేగాలా
తలగడతో తలపడుతూ తెల్లార్లూ ఒంటరిగా వేగాలా
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-Jalsa

note :RELOCATED BLOG dated March 28th 2008

Power of Objectivism

My soul has felt some great strength today.Today I took some decisions objectively.This is the power of Objectivism.When all your thoughts,plans and deeds truely reflect what you are then the soul gets satisfaction and also it derives its strength from it.These are the instances where you feel all powerful.Experiences taught me that you can't loose this sort of strength at any cost.The result is some important decisions.I am going to remember today throughout my life.

note :RELOCATED BLOG dated April 17th 2008

My Dad

It was altogether a difficult week for me.We have very small number of such weeks as this one in our lives.I really don't want to write anything on what all happened this week.Instead I would like put a few words on my Dad.When I think of him I get the picture of a person with 'free mind' and 'humanitarian outlook'.Genetically I have inherited some of his traits.He always wished for certain things in certain way in my life .My efforts were never in that direction.Now my life is bound to take a different turn.I would try everything to make him believe that I will be able to do some of the things which he wished me doing in my life.I am doing this because there is a sync between both of ours thinking processes.This sync happened this week.

note :RELOCATED BLOG dated June 19th 2008

Quantum Behaviour

Elecron is neither a particle nor a wave.Particle behaviour is explained by classical mechanics and so as wave phenomenon by wave mechanics.Similary electron behaviour described by quantum mechanics.Do I really know what is this quantum bevahiour of the electron .This topic intrigues me all the time.Formal education taught me some principles and equations explaning some of the things about Quantum Physics.My engineering degree in Electronics doesn't help either in giving satisfactory explanation over this quantum bahaviour of fundemetal particles like photon/electron/proton.

My current level of knowledge on this subject doesnot help in good appreciation of this subject.Yesterday I have decide that I need to spend more time on the exploration of this subject.I have got Feynaman Lectures (3 volumes of lectures on Physics).I have bought the book 'Road to Reality' by 'Roger Penrose'.I have downloaded video lectures of stanford university on this topic .

Hopeful I will endup understanding to a better extent on this concept of Quantim behaviour and QuantumPhysics sometime soon.

note :RELOCATED BLOG dated July 31st 2008

My Distinguished Birthday on Sept30

I felt very powerful today 

I have decided that I should do it at any cost,I have started on it.

My destiny is clear to me,I dont have any choice than to get it.

I  still feel the power.

-->Sept 30th is my birthday. This birth day is special to me .It marks the  beginning of something new(ENP)  in my  life.

note :RELOCATED BLOG dated Sept 25th 2008