Plan for the Year 2009

Plan for the Year 2009

Getting to a next level in profession.
To take Comm. Skills to next level.
To take my Leadership skills to next level
To take my Creative skills to next level.
To take my Dynamic Brain Process skill to next level

Reflection on year 2008

Reflection on year 2008
This year I largely remember about 4 things
1.Sreekanth’s PhD admission
2. My team movement with in IBM
3. Father getting diagnosed of colorectal cancer.
4. Marriage getting fixed
December: Marriage got settled.
Achieved car driving expertise.
November: Week long trip to Mumbai.
Mumbai carnage happened in the same week we were visiting Mumbai.
Most of the month I was busy with Dad's hospital work
October: Visited the Tata Memorial Hospital ,Mumbai for the first time.
September: This is Birth Day month.
Did good amount of Jogging in this month.
was busy with Office work for most of the month.
August: This is an Olympic month.
I spent most of the time following the medals tally. Chiranjeevi launched his political party 'Praja Rajyam' this month.
July: Wimbledon Month.Federer lost the title after a great fight with Nadal
Went on a trip to Tanjaore
June: Father has been diagnosed with colorectal cancer.
May: I bought a desktop for myself
(500 GB HDD,2 GB RAM ,246 GHz Dual Core Processor,19" LCD Monitor).
April: This month marks JP4.0 GA release. It largely means bringing back
aggression and euphoria of school days.
Team movement:RQM to RMT
March: Gave send off to brother. He left for UK on March 7 th morning.
February: This month I have attended some 4 marriages
(Sreedhar Munireddy,Siva Rebala,Leena,Murali )
Team rotation :Labservices & Solutions(Choctaw) to Rational (RQM). My brother has got visa to UK for doing his PhD at Open University London.
January: I passed the SCJP exam on the last day of the month

Focus of the Month December 2008

This month I was busy making trips to Tadipatri. My marriage got fixed this month.Also I did good amount practice with car driving.Towards the year end I could reflect on the whole year with a mix of feelings.
Month Log:
<1st> :dad took first course of Erbitux at Hyderabad.It costs us around 1.2 lakhs
<2nd> :
<3rd> :
<4th> :
<5th> :came to know about Death of Brahmanapalli of Peddananna also Seenu's Grand Father,Purchased web cam at SP road.Paid fine of Rs.300/-
<6th> :attended funeral at Brahmanapalli of Peddananna
<7th> :started at TDP for Bangalore
<8th> : dad took second course of Erbitux at Hyderabad.It costs us around 80k.I was supposed to start work on RFT from today.
<9th> :
<10th> :
<11th> :Did video chat with Bhayya
<12th> :
<13th> :TDP lo Pelli choopulu attend ayyanu.said OK on the same day.It was OK from the other side too
<14th> :Talks were going on logistics of marriage
<15th> : dad took third course of Erbitux at Hyderabad.It costs us around 80k.They came back to TDP on same day by bus
<16th> :
<17th> :Discussed with Kiran on Hyd movement permanently
<18th> :Discussed with Pradeep on Eclipse team movement.Dad told that Feb 20th is marriage.
<19th> :Discussed with Kiran on RFT vs Eclipse team movement-TCP at IBM, Transferred Sreekanth Anna's money to Dad (1.4 lakhs)
Peddanna and chinnana visited Suchitra's house at TDP today.
<20th> :
<21st> :
<22nd> :Did Jogging today
Dad's took 4th dose of Erbitux at Hyderabad.
<23rd> :
<24th> : Started at Bangalore on a trip to TDP. Could not catch bus at ATP so I have to stay at Sai's home
<25th> : Car Driving Day
<26th> : Went to Simhadripuram on driving on my own
<27th> : Car Driving Day.
<28th> : Car Driving Day. Felt confidant with my driving skills
<29th> :Came back to Bangalore .After a long time Seenu, Santhi and me travelled together in the same bus.
Dad's took 5th dose of Erbitux at Hyderabad.
<30th> :Sankar's Birth Day
<31st> :Did jogging today.
Sai's Birth Day.

Foucs of the Month November 2008

It is a month of terror attacks at Mumbai. I was in Mumbai for that whole week.Most of the month I was busy with Dad's hospital work

<1st> :
<2nd> :
<3rd> :did jogging,Started working on CQ dependency removal.
<4th> :Potluck programme at Office.I have contributed with soft drinks.
<5th> :did jogging
<6th> :
<7th> : Today Karthik and I started at Bangalore to attend Amar's marriage
<8th> : Today I have attened Amar's marrige at Proddatoor.Also met Mahesh Anna.
<9th> : To day I have attended three M.Shootings.
<10th> :Today India won over Australia in the 4th and final test and won the series with 2-0 lead
<11th> :-->Did Jogging
--> Today my tenure at IBM completes 2 years.
<12th> : Did Jogging-Yoga
<13th> :Did Jogging-Yoga,Dad's third Cycle of chemo therapy started
<14th> :Did Jogging-Yoga, India won first oneday against England with huge marigin,Doctor Dattatreya informed about K-RAS test results .
<15th> :Did Jogging-Yoga,watched the Movie Quantum of solace ,Dad's third Cycle of chemo therapy ended,Bhayya found the BRAF
mutant relation to K-RAS results.
<16th> : Did Jogging-Yoga,Stiched Buttons,Bought belt and chappals
<17th> :
<18th> :
<19th> :
<20th> :
<21st> :
<22nd> :
<23rd> :started at TDP for Mumbai along with parents
<24th> :met doctor and she asked us to get CT scan.Bhasker bava also came to meet us at hospital
<25th> : at Tata hospital dad has undergone blood test
<26th> :came to know that Mumbai is under attack by terrorists.undergone CT scan at Jaslok Hospital.
<27th> :NSG operation started at Taj and Oberoi Hotels.Collected the CT scan reports
<28th> :Today met the Doctor with CT scan reports.She told that disease has progressed.Started at Mumbai for Bangalore
<29th> :Parents started at Mumbai for Hyderabad
<30th> :Parents reached Hyderabad

Focus of theMonth- October 2008

This month I could maintain the log properly as I was travelling and busy with different things( not an excuse). I will try to put some of the details I remember.

-->On October 4 th I started from Bangalore to Mumbai,reached Mumbai on 5th morning 6AM.

I have joined Kullai Reddy mama, Dad and Mom there at Mumbai .

--> Started at 6h night to return TDP,reached TDP on 7th evening.

-->I attended Seenu's marriage along with Santhi at Madanapalli

-->We again had to revisit the TMH on 13th October

-->Came back to Hyd for treatment at Indo American Hospital on 15th October

-->from October 10th -19th I was with parents

-->In the ensuing weeks I worked at office to close all the APARs

-->I went home on October 25th and watched a movie 'Kotha Bangarulokam ' on 26th

-->on 29th parents went to hyd for second cycle of Chemo

Altogether It is a month of emotions

మై హార్ట్ ఈస్ బీటింగ్ అదొలా తెలుసుకోవా ఆది

మై హార్ట్ ఈస్ బీటింగ్ అదొలా తెలుసుకోవా ఆది
ఎన్నాల్ళీ వెయిటింగ్ అనెల తరుము తోంది మది
పెదవిపై పలకవె మనసులో ఉన్న సంగతి
కనులలో వెతికితే దొరుకుతుంది
టీ స్పూన్ టన్ను బరువు అవుతుందంతే
ఫూల్ మూన్ నన్ను ఉడికిస్తుందే
క్లౌడ్ నైన్ కాళ్ళ కిందికొచ్చిందే
లాండ్ మైన్ గుండెలో పేలిండే
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పెను తుఫాను ఏదైనా మెరుపు దాడి చేసిందా
కునుకు లేని మైకాన మదిని ముంచి పోయిందా
ఊరకనే పెరగదుగ ఊపిరి సలపని భారమిల
నీ ఉనికే ఉన్నదిగా నాలో నిలువెల్ల
తలపులలో జొరబడుతూ గజిబిజీగా చెలరేగాలా
తలగడతో తలపడుతూ తెల్లార్లూ ఒంటరిగా వేగాలా
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-Jalsa

note :RELOCATED BLOG dated March 28th 2008

Power of Objectivism

My soul has felt some great strength today.Today I took some decisions objectively.This is the power of Objectivism.When all your thoughts,plans and deeds truely reflect what you are then the soul gets satisfaction and also it derives its strength from it.These are the instances where you feel all powerful.Experiences taught me that you can't loose this sort of strength at any cost.The result is some important decisions.I am going to remember today throughout my life.

note :RELOCATED BLOG dated April 17th 2008

My Dad

It was altogether a difficult week for me.We have very small number of such weeks as this one in our lives.I really don't want to write anything on what all happened this week.Instead I would like put a few words on my Dad.When I think of him I get the picture of a person with 'free mind' and 'humanitarian outlook'.Genetically I have inherited some of his traits.He always wished for certain things in certain way in my life .My efforts were never in that direction.Now my life is bound to take a different turn.I would try everything to make him believe that I will be able to do some of the things which he wished me doing in my life.I am doing this because there is a sync between both of ours thinking processes.This sync happened this week.

note :RELOCATED BLOG dated June 19th 2008

Quantum Behaviour

Elecron is neither a particle nor a wave.Particle behaviour is explained by classical mechanics and so as wave phenomenon by wave mechanics.Similary electron behaviour described by quantum mechanics.Do I really know what is this quantum bevahiour of the electron .This topic intrigues me all the time.Formal education taught me some principles and equations explaning some of the things about Quantum Physics.My engineering degree in Electronics doesn't help either in giving satisfactory explanation over this quantum bahaviour of fundemetal particles like photon/electron/proton.

My current level of knowledge on this subject doesnot help in good appreciation of this subject.Yesterday I have decide that I need to spend more time on the exploration of this subject.I have got Feynaman Lectures (3 volumes of lectures on Physics).I have bought the book 'Road to Reality' by 'Roger Penrose'.I have downloaded video lectures of stanford university on this topic .

Hopeful I will endup understanding to a better extent on this concept of Quantim behaviour and QuantumPhysics sometime soon.

note :RELOCATED BLOG dated July 31st 2008

My Distinguished Birthday on Sept30

I felt very powerful today 

I have decided that I should do it at any cost,I have started on it.

My destiny is clear to me,I dont have any choice than to get it.

I  still feel the power.

-->Sept 30th is my birthday. This birth day is special to me .It marks the  beginning of something new(ENP)  in my  life.

note :RELOCATED BLOG dated Sept 25th 2008 

Focus of the Month- September 2008

Started this month with the spirit of BirthDay month.I have planned to these taks for this month. I could not do any progess CarDriving and Hyd Shift.I have kick started the marriage process.I have bought new running shoes.From running point of view I have really made a good progress.I have really found my old rythm of running.


This month I spent most of the time busily with office work on a crit-sit.



So I call this Month a Focus Month on ' Running-OfficeWork'

September 2008 Log

<1st>:--> Pepared the timelines for the Goals Framework

 -->Started writing a blog entry for 'Monthtly-Log'.This is in addition to 'Focus of the Month' blog entry.

 -->This is my birth day month.I have set a concrete objectives for this month

<2nd>  :-->Went to home today.Booked tickets for a train but at the end choose bus to reach home

<3rd>  :-->Today is  'Vinayaka Chavithi' festival.

        -->Started back to Bangalore at 9PM

<4th>  :--> Reached Bangalore early in the monrning (430AM) 

        --> Seenu called me today.He came to know about some of the XX things today.This talk put me in contemplative mood

 

<5th>  :-->again thought about how to do thngs in  life .And again got back to the 'goals-framework' to do things in life

        -->Today I was doing the continuation of yesterday's contemplative mood.At the end I have decided that I need to do all

     the things as per  my goals framework.

-->Small changes to Month's Objectives:<-Hyd Shift-Marriage Process-Running>

<6th>  :-->had a TraditionalDate  today  also visited Prasad

<7th>  :-->Rajiv in Bagalore .We watched  Black&White Movie

<8th>  :-->Parents took train today at 1130PM at TDP to leave for Hyd on Dad's 6th dose

<9th>  :-->I felt very low in motivation levels today

<10th>  :-->Dad's 6ht dose started today

-->Kiran_RMT is back from Himalayas trip

         -->LHC experiment  started today

         -->Received a call from GUndu after a long time

<11th>  :-->Today I got motivated to higher level with the thoughts of sticking to IBM (IBM Fellow)

         

Most of these missing days I worked on a crit sit of RMT

<26th>  :To day I am starting to go to Mumbai

<27th>  :Today I reached Mumbai

<30th>  :Today is my birthday

Focus of the Month-August 2008

This is a Olympic month .I spent most of the time following the medals tally.

Also Megastar Chiranjeevi launched his political party 'Praja Rajyam' this month.

From profession perspective I had a satisfying month of work.

I have attended a couple of marriages.

Dad took two doses of treatment this month.

In this I took one important decision of adhering to my 'Goals Frame Work' without ambiguity.To arrive at this decision was an arduous task.The conclusive decision just happened this month .Now I have a well reasoned reason behind it.I already have some execution items around it.I will see some more concrete execution around this framework in the coming month of September.

August Log

-->(1st)my blog profile visits 43
wrote blog
-->(2nd)Goutham came to India today.
I went to shopping at Marthalli.I purchased a shirt
I met Gundu today in front of Bhagini hotel at Marthalli
-->(3rd)I visited roopa akka's home in Bangalore
-->(4th)booked tickets for bhimavaram trip
took the snaps at GKVale
collected the sanps from GKVale
joined the gym by paying 1150
-->(5th)
gave cook the salary
brahmam invited for marriage
started SVT for RMT 7012 ifix003
-->(6th)took the copies of my photoes at GK vale
prepared marriage CV
-->(7th)I have finished FVT of RMT ifix003
I have couriered the marriage profile and photoes home
I did not fo gym today
-->(8th)Went to IIM-B to buy CAT application form
wished Seenu on his Birthday
-->(9th)I started my journey to Bhimavaram this afternoon at 1:15PM
-->(10th)I reached Bhimavarm at 600AM
I have attended Chaithu's sister's marriage
I have watched the movie 'Ullasanga Uthsahanga' at 'Mahalakshmi' theatre
-->(11th)I visites 'palakoderu' and Chaithu's school in Bhimavaram.
I watched the movie 'ready' in Bhimavaram' at 'Kishore' theatre
I travelled the return journey to Bangalore from Bhimavaram in '2ndA/c' class.It was for the first time to travel
in A/C coach
-->(12th)I came back to Bangalore from Bhimavaram.
I attended office at 2PM
-->(13th)I bunked the Curam interview today
Today I have prepared the more practical plan for life
-->(14th)Today I spent most of the time on the RMT APAR.
-->(15th)Today is India's Independence day
Visited reebok showrooms for Buying shoes
Sent the mail to Bhayya with the scanned reports of Dad's diagnosis
started to Maidukur to attend Brahmam's marriage (at 11PM)
-->(16th)attended Brahmam's marraige at Brahmamgari matham.
Today I spent most of the time in journey.I was supposed to goto TDP.As parents are still in Hyd,I had to go back to Bglr
-->(17th)Came back to Bangalore early in the morning at 3PM
-->(18th)I worked on the RMT APAR
I inked some of my thoughts on the possible course of life of JP
-->(19th)I have fixed the RMT APAR .
Today I strated the day with dulness and ended on hight note on solving the APAR.
-->(20th)Started the day on hightnote continuting the yesterday's enthisiasm
today I watched 200m mens final.Usian Bolt set new world record with 19.30 sec
-->(21st)Today I started reading IO from corejava2 book.
I will ask the manager on the possiblity of working from Hyderabad
-->(27th) Dad got admitted for Fifth Dose
-->(28th) I talked to Bhayya today
-->(29th) Dad got discharged from hospital
I fixed the copy -paste bug
-->(30th) weekend
-->(31st) weekend

Where do you go?

Where do you go my lovely
Where do you go - I wanna know
My lovely I wanna know
Where do you go?
I wanna know
Where do you go?
I wanna know
Where do you, where do you go?
Where do you, where do you go?
You leave without a word
No message no number
And now my head is poundin like rollin thunder
You left me with a heartache
Deep inside
Girl you should see me
Cry all night and I wonder
Everybody says what a shame
What is wrong
They dont like the game you play
Heard youre hangin round every night
Until dawn
And waiting for you night and day
Where do you go my lovely
Where do you go - I wanna know
My lovely I wanna know
Where do you go?
I wanna know
Where do you go?
I wanna know
You gotta break the silence
Dont keep me waiting
Just like ariver flowing to the sea
Youre running back to me
Girl, hear what Im saying
Where do you go my lovely
I wanna know
Where do you go?
I wanna know
Where do you, where do you go?
Where do you, where do you go?
Save me
Come back and dry
The tears I cry for you baby
You gotta stop this heartache
Deep inside
You gotta help me make it through the night
Save me - come back and save me
Where do you go my lovely
Where do you go - I wanna know
My lovely I wanna know
Where do you go?
My lovely where do you go?
I wanna know
Where do you, where do you go?

Focus of the Month July 2008

July has passed without much of conscious notice.This month is important from the point of view stabilty in life.I got some stable outlook on life ,especially marriage , carreer etc.
week1
-->Parents were in Hyd...folllowing up with them
-->Followed the Wimbledon and Asia Cup Cricket touney
--> On sunday<6th> watched the Wimbledon Final match .Federer's play was amazing but disappointed the result.Federer lost the match
-->On sunday<6th> Vaasu called me and talked over the his admission into Purdue for Phd in computer science.
He story is inspiring .
week2 :
-->this week Idid a three days of jogging
-->Started on the trip to Tanjaore
-->This week I got the idea to do a Physics course through Distance Education.

week3:
-->went on a madurai-tanjore trip.The Tanjaore temple is the one I really liked.
-->went on to fix the long pending file length bug
week4:
-->came to know that Seenu and amar are engaged for wedlock
-->dad took third dose on-23rd-25th
-->India lost test match with sreelanka
-->bomb blasts in bangalore
-->decided to write CAT and joined IMS simcats
-->Got more clarity on Time travel for life
-->Fixed two of my jackets(zipper failed for them( two months ago)

Focus of the Month - June 2008

-->I have configured the Internett to my desktop (Both Windows and Linux environments)
-->I have decided to become a good car driver and even started working on it.
-->Downloaded so many softwares to install on my new Desktop.My Rapidshare account expired this month
-->Father has been disgonised with rectum problem.He has started taking treatment from 18th of this month
-->We have released RMT ifix02 version this month
-->I got the salary hike this month
-->I have strated going for jogging after some gap
-->I came to know about some developments on my marriage process.The process is set to kick off soon when good days start (according to telugu calendar )
-->I have intiated job location shift process.This is not yet decided.Set to get confirm in the MOnth of July.

Focus of the Month - May 2008

The month of May was almost a peaceful one.

I the notable happenings are

1.I have got more and more clarity on what I can do /should do.This constant
and recurrent reflection is useful to me.

2.I bought a desktop for myself(500 GB HDD,2 GB RAM ,246 GHz Dual Core Processor,
19 " LCD Monitor).

3.I have got reaffirmation from myself that JP4.0 is a very relevant to me

This month I have largely focussed on office work on RMT.

Focus of the Month -April 2008

This moth I had the real sense of satisfaction for really doing some worthy things
-->I made progress on a long time pending task
-->I have made some objective decisions for life
-->I have initiated reading a book on Concurrency in Java
-->This month marks JP4.0 GA release
( I have marked differnt phases of mylife as versions)

This month is notable mainly for starting a new phase of my life

Focus of the Month- March 2008

This is last month of the first quarter 2008. It has started positively with focus on learning new things for officework.

-->This is the month I focussed on Learning Jazz-REST-ROA-ATOM

-->I started a new blog to publish my thought processes.This present blog I will be using for tracking of life for personal use.

-->I started jogging in the morning (once again).

-->Gave send off to brother.He lefet for UK on March 7 th morning.

-->Parents came to bangalore and spent 2 days here

-->Towards the end of the month I attended Prasad's marriage

Focus of the Month-Feb 2008

This month I tried to focus on various things for differnet short chunks of time.It was not collective for the fact that planning was vacillating for a range of objectives.At the end of the month I could arrive at good plan/strategy not just for a year but for several years.so for that reason February 2008 is a Month of planning.

Notable events for this months are
-->This month I have attended some 4 marriages(!! with foucs) Sreedhar Munireddy,Siva Rebala,Leena,Murali Kamiseety.Travelling! had been a hard work.
-->I had my team changed to Rational from Labservies & Solutions with in IBM.
-->My brother has got visa to UK for doing his PhD at Open University London.

World Steps Aside For the Man who knows where he is Going

I realized that great chunk of time in a day I spent on thinking.It involves a lot a things.It is always good to do the things you life the most.From that point of view,if I enjoy thinking I should try to become a still better thinker.It should give me dividents at some point of time in life.I stated writng blogs a year ago.I
wanted them to be log of my life on some important events.Over the time I relized that it is nothing but a log.

The better way for objective representation of my thought process is to start altogether new blog .Thouths evolve over time.I would like to publish the evolution process of these thoughts.I belive this process is more interesting.I would be updating this evolution even after publusing once in a seperate blog with 'tag' attached to it.

It is my attempt to make my life still more interesting.

Let me start with a good quote which I was thinking about for a while.

"World Steps Aside For the Man who knows where he is Going !!".

It is what I belive in now.whether the world steps aside for me or not I would update ...may be aftert a long time.

Focus of the Month-summary for Month of Jan 2008

On the eve of the year 2008 I told myself that I would like to make this year a 'FOCUS YEAR'.As part of this I would like to track what I foucssed on for each month.Largely my focus would be on career and personal life.
The last Month(January) has been SCJP month as I passed the SCJP exam on the last day of the Month(last day for certification voucher expiry).I made some decent efforts to finish this exam.At the end I had satisfaction for passing it.What me made more happy was that I have not postponed/dropped the exam!!!. With this ,I started the year with a feel good factor.I have a small list of Must-To-Dos for this year.Let me finish one after the another with focus.hahh !!!!!Feb is already half past!!!! .

ఎదుట నిలుచుంది చూడు

ఎదుట నిలుచుంది చూడు జళతారు వెన్నలేమో
ఎదని తడిమింది నేడు చినుకంటి చిన్నదేమో
మైమరిచి పోయా మాయలో
ప్రాణమంత మీటుతుంటే వాన వీనలా
ఎదుట నిలుచుంది చూడు

నిజం లాంటి ఈ స్వప్నం ఎలా పట్టి ఆపాలి
కలే ఐతే ఆ నిజం ఎలా తట్టుకోవాలి
ఔనో కాదో అడగకుంది నా మౌనం
చెలివో శిల వో తెలియకుంది నీ రూపం
చెలిని బంధమల్లుకుందే జన్మ ఖైదు లా
ఎదుట నిలుచుంది చూడు

నిన్నే చేరుకోలేక ఎటు వెళ్ళినదో నా లేఖ
వినే వారు లేక విసుక్కుంది నా కేక
నీదొ కాదో రాసున్న చిరునామా
ఉందో లేదో ఆచోట నా ప్రేమ
వరం లాంటి శాపమేదో సొంతమైంది లా
ఎదుట నిలుచుంది చూడు

ఎదుట నిలుచుంది చూడు జళతారు వెన్నలేమో
ఏదని తడిమింది నేడు చినుకంటి చిన్నదేమో
మైమరిచి పోయా మాయలో
ప్రాణమంత మీటు తుంటే వాన వీనలా

-వాన

New Year 2008

As the new year 2008 arrives it reminds me that ,the time has arrived to look back at the year 2007.In fact I got into the habit of retrospection every now and then.Nevertheless it is the time to post my views about my experiences and give my own interpretation to them .

Sometimes it is just difficult to summarise all the events and name this year as so and so ,as I did it to the year 2006 .It was one full of thought processes.In the year 2007 also there were a lot many thought processes.On a whole it was a normal year without any heavy moments.It was plain without hiccups.This was one such year that gave my spirits back.This year I remember more about the movies I have seen,than any other activity. If I were to count it can be something a little closer to 100.Most of them are English.I can call the year 2007 a 'Movie year'.Watching movies is my all time best pass time.In the year 2007 it got peaked.

I wish to make the year 2008 a 'Focus Year' .Focus on the present.Focus on the things at hand.Focus on execution rather than plans.I would like to have some good list of important actions/activities accomplished at the end of year 2008 .

I will make all brave attempts to steer my life as I planned.